Friday, July 10, 2009

just some random thoughts while half awake at 30 minutes past 1

Friends got married,
friends getting married,
and friends falling in love, with flying white doves, following their hearts and dreaming their dreams.

Well, me on the other hand,
has been hectic as hell, designing and running, photo hunting,
jumping and head banging, meeting after meeting.
But don't be mistaken, as I am not complaining. Better be busy than nothing to do I say.

I know it's odd but somehow, I am enjoying the lack of sleep, the designing, all the running and rolling and jumping and headbanging and at the start of each day, the smell of morning coffee charged with caffeine and a fag to smoke.

Oh I think I owe some apology,to some friends whom I am somewhat responsible, in spoiling their quiet romance, the silent crush and the hushed yearning, to stir and stoke for some drama, probably reason for doing those things, probably the lack of drama of my own......

Fear not, dont worry,
go on and don't mind me, Or anyone else.
whether it will end broken or happy,
doesn't matter for that is how it is meant to be.
Fear not what people might think of you, or gossips flying around.
For the plain truth is, life is too short for all this.

I feel great,
like someone on a mild crack,
I'm not ecstatic,
but hey not bad...yeah not bad.

Some friends are getting married,
some have safely tied the knot,
while some are still searching for their path.
Some are a little sad and feeling lonely,
while some still healing picking up the pieces,
and some, well some are just simply lost.

But no matter what it may be,
it's fine by me,
for what matter now is,
I am looking at my bed,
for it's about to rain outside,
and with all that being said....

well, good night..good night